In another 24hrs, it marks the end of a level.
It's what I've been fighting for the past 3yrs.
Seems long but it's not.
Many things changed.
afterall I'm still back to where I am.
It feels exactly like after O's.
Like a little happy but confused.
Questioning myself where I'll be next year.
Will I waste my effort I've put in the last 3yrs?
I feel insecure.
I think I really do not deserve any good grades for this amt of effort.
At the same time I hope to be good enuf to go somewhere.
Throughout this 3 years, I've been thru so much changes.
People leaving, meeting people.
I start to feel so numb.
But of course there are still the usual few that I hold very close to my heart.
I hope everything will remain this way.
But hope to meet someone new.
I know.
I'm contradicting. Always am.
Well. I'm sitting in mac'd suppose to be studying for the last paper.
I should be gg now.
A big thankyou to those who stood by me.







When you're high, when you're low.
When I promise I will never let you go.