XIINGEE

2012-01-11T11:40:00.001+08:00

I hate this feeling.
i should be independent.
Right now it just feel so vulnerable.
Maybe I'm think way too much.
Stay sane, stay sane.

2012-01-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

Finally 2012 is here.
Last year was the worst one I've ever had.
When i thought I was at the lowest but nope! It's just keeps getting worse.
Well. Please let this be a better year.
For this awesome year I have resolutions I MUST adhere!
I need to get out of this mess. THIS IS FKING IMPT!
I need to know my limits.
To know how to follow my head not my heart.
Do not trust blindly!
Find a hobby and a goal!
Stop finding excuses for my convenience.
Start school!
Write a hate letter to the bitch before I quit (HAHAHA!)
Start exercising!!!
Watch where I walk, my knee have far too many scars it can't accomodate more.
Groom myself, stop being lazy! Dress up often, even if I'm just gg to work.
Be decisive and start saying no to people.
Stop being late. Lol. The late-ness rate is too damn high!
Sleep early, I'm almost a panda already.
Stop spending and start saving

Okay. That's all for now.
Though abit late, but happy new year to my dwindling readers.

2011-10-30T18:35:00.002+08:00

I hate 2011, please let this year pass faster.
I never knew my heart was ready to settle.
So many tough choices to make.
Some are painfully hard but you have to take it.
For I know things will never get better with blindless trust.
A vicious cycle.
You lost, found then lost again.
I don't have energy for these games anymore.
But sadly, most of the time I don't have a choice.
Cause I can't gain full control of my heart and brain.
I just wish I can shut certain part of it away and continue living.
It's just fucking hard.
That kind of expectation of life will kill me one day.
Or maybe killing me slowly.
Damn all the insecurities and fear.
They are nth but air, keep telling myself that.
Well, fuck this emo bug in me.
Move on now. Move on fast.

2011-10-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

I need to stop lying to myself.
Start doing things I don't like but I know will be good for me.
I need to be more decisive and stop living in other's life.
I need to stay strong, strong enough to get out of this mess.
Stop giving in.
Stop being lazy.
Be responsible.
Hello to a new me.

2011-09-02T00:25:00.004+08:00

I wish I can find a word to describe how I feel right now.
I've tried so hard to keep myself occupy w many things.
But at the end of the day I still feel like my life is all empty.
I don't actually like to stay out.
I really wish that I can return to a house full of laughter.
I hope that I can have more than a conversation w my mom w/o starting a fight.
But I always fail terribly.
So these few years, I barely speak to anyone in the house.
I stop trying. I gave up.
And now this emptiness catch up to me.
I often question myself, did I do anything wrong that lead to this tragic.
But did all these question ever cross her head?
Fuck this shit.
Just gg to slp through this.

2011-08-23T01:56:00.002+08:00

This serenity gives me a sense of insecurity.
I have this sudden need for a hug to reassure me.
I don't know why I'm feeling this way but I hope that it will go away when the sun rise.

2011-08-21T05:29:00.003+08:00

Thank you for being there when I need you.
Letting me know that I always have someone to rely on.
Looking after me, tell me what is best for me.
Teaching me how to trust.
I've done and said so many nasty things.
But you choose to stand by me all this time.
I'm not too blind.
I don't know what will happen next.
But I'm just glad that I've met you.
It's been awhile since I felt so impt in someone's life.
Thank you for being so accommodative.
Thank you for those time when you try you best just to cheer me up.
Thank you for all those awesome things you've done. :)

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

I don't know how or why
I feel different in your eyes
All I know is that it happens every time

2011-07-17T00:46:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZmvJknzLfU&sns=em

2011-07-10T23:21:00.003+08:00

I need my fucking privacy and freedom back!
Please learn how to listen and respect my decision.
If it means sweet to you, it doesn't mean the same to me.
Learn to hold back your thoughts.
When I clearly want to be alone, Then leave me alone!
There is a reason why I choose to listen to my songs.
That's because I'm not interested in whatever you're gg to say.
When I say no, I mean no.
And I don't need anyone to stalk me everywhere.
Neither do I need someone I report about my every single action.
When I say I'm not ready, I just don't want to commit.
And when the day come when I say let's draw a line.
I hope we can be friends.

2011-06-28T18:09:00.000+08:00

mismatch?
or can't match up.
idk.

2011-06-22T11:44:00.002+08:00

My heart feel heavy today.
Like one second everything was perfect and now everything fall.
Think I'm being over sensitive.
Oh crap. Hate this feeling.

2011-06-16T00:31:00.004+08:00

Struggling with myself, don't know which direction to take.
Left? Right?
Or should I stay put,
Maybe I should walk away.
Idk how to weigh out the pros and cons.
I've been stuck here for way too long.
I'm so sick of how indecisive I can be.
I need to think harder.
Shouldn't let everything drag on.
Shouldn't be so selfish.
I really wish someone could give me answer to all the questions I have.

2011-05-31T01:41:00.005+08:00

Looking back on those days where you hold my hand and walk me to school,
and how you would sing your fav song in the lift over and over again.
Those days where you bring me for a treat at provisionshop and let me play w the stray cats.
And how I like to fall asleep on your tummy.

You're like a father to me.
Always there for me when I was a kid.
Teach me the right from wrong
And now you are gone,
free from all illness and reach the place above.
Im so selfish to think that you've gone too soon.
Everything seems like a dream.
Like the person lying inside is not you.
I wish we had more time.
I really miss you.

2011-05-09T01:26:00.002+08:00

Omg. After one big round im back to whr I was.
Imprisonment.
Funny thing is I thought I have choices.
Actually i don't.
I should break free.
I should?

2011-05-06T01:15:00.002+08:00

"if it's not right, then find another!"
Easier said than done. :/
It should be my pms.
Feeling like a fk up bitch trying to pick on people.
Feel like I shouldn't even start this whole shit.
And thanks to myself I'm in a huge mess now.
So who's gnar save me? Nobody. :)

2011-03-31T15:02:00.001+08:00

It funny how I can see the similiarity.
I'm not that dumb to fall for the trick so many times.
I'm gg to let everything fall.
Cause I can't see the point of trying when nobody appreciates.
At least I can enjoy this peace and freedom now.

2011-03-24T15:32:00.002+08:00

Aghhh. Just that kinda day whn you feel tired and there's no motivation.
Everything starts to piss you off.
You feel like an unreasonable idiot.
*sigh*
What a day.

2011-03-14T00:55:00.002+08:00

insomnia ah ah ahhhhhhhhhh~
hate all this stupid things running through my head.
give me a delete button.
need it badly.
reality hit me hard.
nevertheless, it was the right choice i've made.

2011-03-13T00:06:00.001+08:00

nobody ask me to wait.
i'm the idiot that choose to do so.
so stop feeling this way.
nobody owe you any explanation.
grow up girl grow up.

2011-03-12T14:58:00.002+08:00

Just read through my old post.
It's funny how feelings change so quickly.
How things used to be.
I realize I can no longer look at things like how I used to.
Is this part of growing up?
Mmmmm.
I'd rather stay that way, you know?
Mixed feelings.
I start to hate decisions.
They confuse me.
Show me the light~ HAHAHA!
lying down on my bed w ear piece plugged in.
Texting back and forth.
With random thoughts filling my head.
Procrastinating....
Lazy to get out of bed to bath and head out.
Heartaches.
Will panadol help to stop this kinda pain?

2011-03-11T23:19:00.003+08:00

its time to let go.
you know i had enough of all this shit.
disappointment.
i'm so sick of pleading, heartbreaks.
As usual, i feel like a fool at the end of all this.
feel manipulated, unappreciated.
i'm bidding goodbye.
i will be lying if i say i'm truly happy.
but right now, i just want to move on.
meet someone new.
someone that will treat me the way i deserve.

2011-02-08T00:06:00.001+08:00

Evil thoughts that makes me happy.
Truly.
Somehow feels like a getback.
Watching and enjoying the show.
Outcome might not be what I expected.
Maybe I will never know what it is.
But this moment, my heart is bursting w joy.
And I like this very much. :)

2011-01-03T17:42:00.004+08:00

3rd week in this company.
Guess what am I doing all this while?
I'm learning how to!!!! File.
Yeaps. What a great experience and skill to add in my resume.
WTFFF..
I'm filing so much invoice that I feel like vomiting the moment I see them.
I prolly believe that I've files more than 500piles of invoices.
And MIND YOU! If you think that this is easy.
THINK AGAIN.
I have to....
1) find some stupid card board.
2) cut them into A4 size.
3) punch hole for all invoices.
4) tape the rafia string and pull it thru the holes.
5) write the cover page and write on the side of the pile of invoices
6) tie them in a bundle
TADA! That's 1 nice stack of invoices. :)
How meaningful can my life gets?
And if you truly believe in the nonsense above, pls bang your head against the nearest wall.
it's stupid for me to wake up at 6am,
Take 1hr to prepare 1 hr to travel down.
File for 9hrs and travel back.
I really have better things to do in life.
What makes it more stupid is that..
THEY PAY ME SO MUCH TO FILE?!!
everything just doesn't make sense.
They can easily find some auntie, pay them 800/mnth and do such dirty job.
I don't think the rest of the asst acc are doing their job.
Seriously. They have not been filing for 1 whole year, or maybe more.
I'm pissed off to the max
Why would they put min requirement: lcci/ Acca, when all they need is someone to file.
Okay. I know I'm whining like mad.
But it's not like it doesn't make sense.
They even pay Xinya to design birthday cards, tear up resume.
This just proves that the company got too much money and don't know where to spend.
Okay. Knock off alr!
Byeeeee~

2011-01-03T01:16:00.003+08:00

I'm here because... I can't freaking sleep. :/
Work is boring and draggy.
I wake up at 6, reach home at 8...
Bathed, blablabla abit. Time to sleep!
And it's a cycle.......
Well. I just bid goodbye to 2010 48 hrs ago?
Really glad that its a new year.
Leave all the bad memories behind me/us.
Hope I really will.
New year resolutions are lame.
I'd never live up to it.
But of course there is Just one thing I wish for this year.
For everything to change for the better.
I hope this time round it really will.
But one can only hope.
Well owellsssss!
Going off.
Good night and happy new year! :)

2010-12-17T22:38:00.003+08:00

After so long i've finally find a job that i "wanted".
previously it is all super under-paid or some crappy job.
I'm gg to start work on monday at SiaHeng as accounts assistant! :D
pay is not very high but i think there are quite a lot of things to learn.
hope the people there are nice and friendly cause i'm gnar sign a 6 months contract on monday. :(
blahhhhhhhhhh..
it is kinda far.... that's the only part that turn me off! tsk! :/
its at pandan road.... around jurong east/clementi?
really don't know if its a right choice to make..
cause i have another offer that pay higher and is at somerset (wtf so near)..
but then! they only need people for 3 weeks. ._.
why also give me this kind of tough decision. tsk!
okay.....
i think i'm left with not much time to slack.
i'm just gg to watch tv whole night!
HAHAHAHA...
just because i think i dont have time to do so if i start work...

oh by the way, xinya.
i hope my job will turn out like yours.
like 3 days can earn so so much leh.
i really dont mind. cause i'm starting to doubt my decision.

2010-12-15T22:43:00.002+08:00

ARGHFXZXZXZXZ!
SERIOUSLY. I FUCKING HATE WORKING. ANY JOB, I HATE EVERY SINGLE JOB.
you know, its like selling your pride away at $9/hr.
must talk like a criminal/ slave to your supervisor.
everything yes yes yes, cannot say no.
but right now, because i got no monehhhhh.
so yup. i've gotta find a job.
in between retail or admin.
my ideal job is some acct related, acct assistant or smth.
boring, but really good for my resume.
BUT THE PAY IS SO FREAKING LOW?
then again, its really easy job.
if i go back to retail, its higher(not alot though).
its a better pay but fucked up environment.
how? HOW??
TSK. you know its like forcing yourself to choose something you dont like.
but trying to weigh out the "benefits"
OWELLS.......
off to send one tonnes of resume. :)

2010-12-03T00:53:00.003+08:00

Wow. Fucking awesome.
This is just the kind of rls I needed.
Seriously. I had enough of your double standards.
I'm suppose to be somewhere else tonight.
Partying myself away to celebrate the end my A's.
Instead I'm sitting infront of tv, switching channels.
Waiting for someone to be done drinking at some pub.
So what's the difference?
This rls is so fucking unfair.
I'm too lazy to explain myself anymore.
You'll never understand me anyway.
Deep down, you always think you're right.
Well, so be it.
You want to play games. I'll play along.

2010-12-01T16:11:00.003+08:00

In another 24hrs, it marks the end of a level.
It's what I've been fighting for the past 3yrs.
Seems long but it's not.
Many things changed.
afterall I'm still back to where I am.
It feels exactly like after O's.
Like a little happy but confused.
Questioning myself where I'll be next year.
Will I waste my effort I've put in the last 3yrs?
I feel insecure.
I think I really do not deserve any good grades for this amt of effort.
At the same time I hope to be good enuf to go somewhere.
Throughout this 3 years, I've been thru so much changes.
People leaving, meeting people.
I start to feel so numb.
But of course there are still the usual few that I hold very close to my heart.
I hope everything will remain this way.
But hope to meet someone new.
I know.
I'm contradicting. Always am.
Well. I'm sitting in mac'd suppose to be studying for the last paper.
I should be gg now.
A big thankyou to those who stood by me.

When you're high, when you're low.
When I promise I will never let you go.

2010-10-24T14:13:00.002+08:00

Him: eh, you think Mr A fit anot?
Me: emmm.. Okay la. Quite?
Him: I think his chest muscle so big, can hold one pencil between his chest lah! *pretend to pull an imaginary pen out of his chest*
Me: uhuhhh..
Him: then the XXX can do this leh. *pulling something big out from the chest*
Me: HUH?! what's that?!
Him: drawing block! :D
Me: HAHAAHAHAHHA!! ya ya ya!!

Stupid convo that made my day.

2010-10-12T11:59:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired of the things happening ard me.
So predictable.
So disgusting.
So disappointing.
I just hope it will get better.
If not let time pass faster so I don't have to go thru this phase.
Thankful for some, ungrateful for some.
But why am I brooding over those negative thoughts.
Guess i should always look ahead.
But right now. Very fucked up.

2010-10-08T08:54:00.003+08:00

I've come to a point that I feel like gving up.
I want to lead a whole new life but I clearly can't.
Maybe it's the exam stress that drive me crazy.
Or maybe it's just too much mind games.
I'm not in for it.
Why why why.
I'm tired of mind games.
Please put a stop to it.

2010-09-30T21:12:00.002+08:00

Omg. Pls pls pls pls give me a knife.
Or more straight forward. Just kill me!
It's so crazy.
I don't even know how I can do sucha wonderful thing.
I did so badly for my prelims.
So ridiculous! Everyone's improving while I'm stuck.
No. I did not even maintain my standard.
My results fall like crazy.
How the hell did I do that?
36 for accounts. Smth that nvr occurred to me.
I mean. No matter how bad I fail. It will only be 40+
but this is ridiculous!
And single digit for econs is not acceptable.
My god. I'm panicking.
But still not doing anything.
I'm so fucked up.
I whine and whine.
But really, I'm the one who is to lazy to do anything.
Why am I so fucked up?!
Why why WHYYY!

2010-09-20T12:25:00.004+08:00

Just finished one of my paper.
It's pretty funny how everyone is busy writing and I'm the only one busy blowing my nose..
I'm kinda sick, no. Very sick?
I'm omw home right now..
Sitting on the right side of the bus..
But since when did I get used to sitting on the right? :)
Imy.

2010-09-08T01:55:00.006+08:00

Omg.. My throat hurts like hell!! ://
I'm suppose to be sleeping now, but I'm not.
Suppose to be studying, but I'm not.
So many thing that I supposingly have to do.
But I didn't.
Recently, I found out that..
I LOSE MY ABILITY TO THINK..
I don't know how to defend for myself anymore.
Am I too used to it or what?
Life kinda sucks. But I kinda choose my own life..
So I need to snap out of this comfort zone..
Need to start studying.
Because if I don't help myself, then who will?
So I will not give in this time round.
Anything that come in my way shall dieee..
HAHAHAHA!!
Ok, I sound stupid.. Cause it's never gg to happen.

Btw I just met up w my long lost friend.
I mean.. I think she is more than a friend.
Like best best best best........ Friend. :)
Feels kinda good to slack like how we used to. <3
more of this aft my 'A' level.. Woohooo!!
But right now.. It's just STUDYYYY..
The fun part only come after tt..
And I seriously think that I should slp!!
If not my other best bestbest.... Friend will have a hard time waking me up to go study w her. :)
Goody night night! <3

2010-08-25T12:17:00.003+08:00

Omg.. I'm really confuse..
I have no idea why I'm going school everyday, when all I do is slp in lessons.
Where is all those motivation..
Everyone else is progressing an I'm still stuck..
I really don't know why I'm taking those mock tests when I don't even prepare for them..
'A' level is in 2 months time and I'm like.... Wasting my time every single day..
I think I'm really living in denial..
Wake me up.. WAKE ME UP..
I hate this lifestyle and I should really start doing smth abt it..
Gg for another mock test soon.. :/
It's another routine..

2010-08-23T21:47:00.003+08:00

just saw something that made my blood boils.
what the hell?
can any words from guy be trusted? like seriously?
they said, they lie to make us feel better.
so they'd just use that as an excuse to tell a million lies.
i'm not saying that zan is like that.
but lately ive seen far too many things that disgust me..
toying of feelings and so much more.
does it make you feel good to have a "spare tyre"?
does it make anyone feel more secure that way?
i think its plain selfish.
i know all this that i've seen has nth do with me.
but its annoying. =//
well.. i have to go and finish up my work. =//
nights world..

2010-07-29T23:49:00.002+08:00

omg. i'm really sick..
in the mind and physically..
having sore throat and flu.

zan just got enlisted.
and that almost kill me.
idk why.. seriously. i feel like a small kid that is over reliant on him.
its only the first day and i feel like shit.
everything seems to be out of place.
wtf is wrong w me. ;(

2010-07-10T13:30:00.001+08:00

How selfish can this get?

2010-07-01T01:09:00.001+08:00

Feeling guilty for what i did jz now.
Stupid, I know.
Well....... :/ can't revert!

2010-06-12T17:42:00.002+08:00

yesterday was.... AWESOME!!
i woke up early for school!!
wooohoooo!!
finally i can wake up early..
i met him for claypot rice..
but wtf, the stall is not open again. =/
so we head down to bugis.
and the most memorable thing happened.
he went into the toilet and came out in MY SCH UNIFORM!!
i was laughing like mad when i saw him!!
damn shocking.
did mentioned before that i want to see him in uniform.
but that was a passing comment that i've made like 1 year ago!!
but still it was damn sweet of him :)
i will always rmb yesterday!
though your friends were making fun of how stupid you look in it.
but in my eyes, you are............. TATAPU-LY CUTE!

2010-06-10T02:12:00.003+08:00

life is.... pretty weird..
waking up after 6pm is not too usual for anyone right?
i really hate how holiday can screw my body alarm.
seriously. by the time i wake up,
i got nothing that i can really do..
bath, eat.. and its 8pm alr!
wtf can anyone do at 8pm.
shops are closing.
movie slots are filling up.
and i can't be bothered to dress up just to go out for another 1-2 hours..

and i'm suppose to be panicking like shit by now.
because i'm having promos in.... 2 weeks?
and Alevel soon..
but i did not study a single shit.
but right now i'm still planning how i can enjoy my hols..
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?!
can someone talk some sense into me?
like seriously....
feeling a little confuse right now.....
like..
i feel very weird..
and i just want to disconnect from the world.
live at my own pace..
so many times i wish i can throw my phone away.
like seriously..
ringing and ringing for idk what reason.
hate picking up phone calls.
non of it is really for myself..

arghhh..
fuck this emo shit.
i want to leave..........

2010-05-27T04:09:00.000+08:00

After 1 years 4 months of imprisonment I finally set myself free..

Indeed, love is blind. Or maybe I choose to turn blind..
With the glaring fact that he is not the one.
Not the one with same thinking as you.
Not the one that treat you right.
I choose to give him as many chance, so that I can lie to myself.
I can make myself feel less lousy.
Finally....
Finally something trigger this..
All this while, I can't talk to anyone.
Can't go here, can't talk to him, them.
Can't do this that.
I had enough.
I often ask myself why.
Why I don't even dare to voice out.
Even in my blog, those things said to you but I didn't dare to admit.
I'm such a coward, i know.

Over this year/months. I've changed to someone I'm clearly not. But all this is coming to an end..
These tears I cried are not for our memories..
But for my ignorance and stupidity to hope for some maturity in you.
To hope for a day that you will turn better.

Thank you for fucking my life, very much.

2010-05-17T08:20:00.005+08:00

So fucking screwed.
Fucking family.
Went home yesterday with just a thin mattress left on my bed..
Because some selfish asshole can't be more selfish..
Came home and fucking take my bed..
Like for fuck?
That's MINE.
and my fucked up mother allow him to.

I wasn't too angry abt tt..
Guess I'm too numb to it alr..
Like what's new? Seriously what's new?
Waking up to her fcking insults yet again.
And it's not the first time alr..
Why do I have to always go through this shit over and over again.
Can I have a better family.
I always ask god why.
Why must I go home.
Instead of warmth and security.
I got my pride freedom confident everything, everything got ripped apart.
I couldn't figure.

As I'm walking to school,
I let the rain wash my tears away..
And I know that i will never let my heart break like this, never again.

2010-05-09T23:20:00.004+08:00

Plug in my earpiece,
blasting all the noisy music.
Candies Biscuits gummies pizzas ice-tea prunes.
Trying to keep myself really busy so I can keep away from negative thoughts.
Then again, weight is another problem.
I hate my life right now, totally.
So many things piling up and all I know is to runaway.
We all know I've gotta face it someday..
And it's going to hit 10times harder.
fml, seriously.. Fml..

2010-04-11T23:18:00.002+08:00

went to ttsh to visit my uncle just now.
i can feel the fear he have.
just break my heart when i see the tear in his eyes.
he used to put on the brave front.
but right now.
he lose off his confident.
and maybe freedom.
hope that he will pull through this.

2010-04-11T22:22:00.004+08:00

not a good day for me.
too many heartbreaks.
i keep asking myself why.
why am i living my life like tt.
so much worries.
hoping that everything will change for the better.
i had more than enough.
please set me free.

2010-04-04T02:57:00.000+08:00

don't believe the things you tell yourself so late at night.

2010-04-04T02:08:00.000+08:00

i hate periods!
make my mood fluctuate like mad. :(

2010-03-28T16:27:00.003+08:00

zhilin called me yesterday to tell me that gobi is going to shift.
and yes. my boss didn't even tell me that. =//
was feeling kinda down when she told me that its gone in another 3 days?
think i'm kinda dumb.
there is nth that i should be unhappy about.
its boring and creepy working there,
somemore its working alone.
but just feel that tinge of sadness.
anyway i'll be working at suntec from now on. =/
sucksss. but well.
have to go there anyway.

i have no idea why some passing comment mean so much to me.
but bullshitter like you will never bring me down.

2010-03-22T23:14:00.004+08:00

have been trying to studying my account.
but FAILED. =/
guess its the million of thoughts running through my brain.

去了解一个人很难，
但要一个人了解你也是一件很难的事。
虚伪的笑容是无畏的。
我猜不透的心思，
就藏在那彩色面具里。

随着岁月的流失，
我想不只是我，我们都渐渐失去自我。
我真的真得很累。
我好像忘了我到底是怎样的人。
好像活在你的想象里。
成为了你想要的人。
我忘了怎么防卫。
忘了怎么拒绝。
忘了我的原则。
告诉我，这些都是我的幻觉。

2010-03-21T14:52:00.002+08:00

hi all!!
i really look like a monster now!
with my braces on and a half swollen eye sitting inside gobi.
honestly i don't like braces at all!
like......
PAINFUL ONLY?
and my dentist doesn't seem too friendly. =/
i think i know what they say when you put on braces,
you will slim down.
BECAUSE I CANT CHEW ON ANYTHING NOW!
the rubber band that he stuffed in between my molar sucks.
whenever i chew its like someone pinching you real hard.
so braces is an official slimming instructor.
BUT THAT IS NOT GOING TO WORK FOR ME.
i cant chew right?
my substitute will be ice cream. .__________.
so...... at this rate i'm going.
i'll a hell lot fatter than you can imagine. =//
honestly..
i'm very unmotivated to study.
for my hols all i did is to play play play and PLAY SOMEMORE. =//
how?
how?
HOWWWW?
and i think i need a pillow right now.
the aircon and the lighting in gobi makes me feel like sleeping. :(
7 more hours to home sweet home. :(

2010-03-19T02:10:00.000+08:00

god, please give me the ability to read minds.
please.

2010-03-16T01:49:00.002+08:00

damage done.
is there anything i can do to make us feel better.
or maybe.
is there any other way to escape from all this.
when will i find that courage.
when will i know the answer.
when?
tell me. just when?

2010-03-15T13:38:00.001+08:00

don't have to lie anymore.
but i'm still stuck.
drop me some hints.
give me some hope.

2010-03-05T16:41:00.003+08:00

Series of Unfortunate Event.

1. I Sprain My Left Ankle While Playing Water Soccer. btw i landed with my toe facing down(like how the ballerina dance). so yeap. rock socks.

2. I'm suspecting an infection on my upper gum, where my extraction is. There is a lump of meat there. It just means more trouble.

3. with my very sore leg, i need to complete my 2.4 run on monday.

4. I failed my Econs and most of classmates passed.

5. I got a "B" for my H1 maths. which i believe i can do much better, but there is nothing i can do abt it anymore.

call me a loser :)

2010-03-03T03:27:00.002+08:00

hey all.
i'm petrified by the amount of blood i'm losing.
teeth extraction is not that scary.
its the post-effects that is SUPER SCARY!
i manage to fall asleep just now.
and i just wake up in horror.
because i decided to give up on stopping the blood.
i thought the blood will stop by the time i wake up in the morning.
BUT I WAS DAMN WRONG.
because my whole mouth and face are covered with blood.
like seriously disgusting.
can you imagine?
its almost like menstruation.
and the best part is i'm out of gauze to stop the blood.
:((((((((((
i'm so tired and sleepy.
but i don't dare to fall asleep.
someone. SAVE ME!!

p.s: i've been bleeding for like.... more than 12 hours. wonder if its normal?

2010-03-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

i never thought anyone would be like this.... FUCKED-UP

I'VE GOT A SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP FUCKING ASSHOLE CCB KNNB HONG GAN TEACHER!

FUCK HER MAN.
I HOPE SHE DIE YOUNG.LIKE SERIOUSLY.

nothing but pain in my ass.
you don't know how a mother fucker she can be.
she called my parents to tell them about my dental appointment.
like as if my mum owns the clinic and will be able to change my fucking appointment.
SHE IS SCREWED IN HER MIND.
seriously.
doing nothing but creating more fucking troubles for me.
she think she is like those teacher i would thanks 10 years down the road?
i cross my heart that she WILL NEVER FUCKING EVER.
cant stand this fucking shit. my family my school.
she think A level is just not enough for me.
she is FUCKED UP.
SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP.
if i wouldn't need to go to jail.
i would run down to her house with a knife.
and stabbed her repeatedly!
ARFSGFUYHDGBQWLIKSHD!!
why god let such people become a teacher.
why is it so unfair?
I NEVER THOUGHT ANYONE COULD BE LIKE THIS.

2010-02-19T19:15:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVEYONE!
i'm here to rant!!!
think i've lost the motivation to study! :(
seriously..
i think its the waste of time for me to go school.
CAUSE ALL I DO IN CLASS IS SLEEP!
WTFFFFF~
i guess that old me is back again!
i think i shall side track a lil.
saw this guy in the canteen today,
i always think that he is damn attention seeking,
cause he always walk around in school with this HUGEASS earphone around his neck.
like wtf? its almost like his life support system!
cause he wears it even during 2.4?
and i saw him today!
i think he became sicker!
HE FREAKING WORE A BLUETOOTH HEAD SET IN SCHOOL?!!!!
WTFFFF..
like as if he can use in during his lesson. i really dont know why such people exist..
when ever i see this kinda people i get the urge to go up to them and laugh out loud right infront of their faces.
oh by the way that guy i'm refering looks like the 7-up guy with the frizzy hair.
which have a more annoying face than that.

another exasperating thing is my HomeTutor cum Acc teacher.
she is one huge asshole!
seriously.
i think she needs to be in another MI.
Mental.Institute.
i don't know if she is born retarded or became retarded..
but either way she is ABSOUTELY RETARDED.
i have never ever seen a teacher that ask my parents to write a letter when i have MC.
like WTF? i don't think thats even necessary?
anyway i shall upload her stylo milo trackpants aka. pajamas she wore today on my fb.
pls stay tune!
it will be the joke of the year.

ohmyohmy..
i feel so bitchy now. :)
but at least i feel a whole lot better!
bye guys!

2010-01-31T12:33:00.003+08:00

hi everyone.
i think this blog is super dead!
i think i only get a handful of readers daily.
but owell.
thats a good thing i suppose?
i'm feeling so hungryyy~
hahahhaa!!
meeting zhilin for lunch later!
YOOOOHOOOOO.. :D
at least i won't have to eat alone..
ANYWAYSSSS..
i'm so dead! i totally don't have any time for newyear shopping. :(
i bought alot of irrelevant stuff!
more like basic wear than for CNY. :(
shittardddd~
any reccomandation other than far east/ bugis?
singapore are lack of shopping places.
some shopping mall are quite redundant.
for example. CENTRAL. ._.
seriously, there are barely any housefly here.
so don't even talk about customer.
oh well.
at least this is why i can still play my laptop!
HAHAHAHAA!!
HUNGRY-NESSSSSS!!

2010-01-24T18:56:00.003+08:00

hi blogger! i'm here again!
its like a shelter over here!
hahahaha!!
because its my convenient excuse to divert away from my essay!
i think i have endless essay to summit.
and endless test to study for.
anyway went for steamboat at Danny hse ytd!
WOOHOOO!
got the craving for steamboat now and then! <3 my must have for steamboat is GOLDEN MUSHROOM! hotdog, tofu~ and tomyam i guess? i think i really don't need the other stuff swimming in my steamboat. well well~ i'm so random!
thats because.......
I STILL DON'T WANT TO START ON MY GP ESSAY. T.T qns: The word failure should never be used in education. Discuss.
ans: i think i'm a total failure in writing this. :(

2010-01-20T21:09:00.004+08:00

omg.....
i think school is killingl me.
so tired..
trying to keep my head above the water.
BUT ITS SO FREAKING HARD.
because i no longer have the best Home Tutor in the world. :(
i miss fadzil.
anyway i got a new HomeTutor cum Account Teacher.
okay i have endless rant about her.
but this is not the right place.
owell.
its my last year.
i really wish i can get motivated to study real soon.
damn tired now.
PE was a killer.
maybe cause i always have zero talent in sports.
ran 4 rounds within 10 mins.
40 crunches,30pushup,80 squats.
my leg was all wobbly after that!
i feel like the jelly fish in Spongbob Sq Pants.
but seriously, i think i need more running..
my thigh are as big as a tree trunk or maybe bigger.
damn sian.
give me some motivation in life!!!
quickquickquick!

2010-01-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

hi blogger.
i'm suppose to hand in my assigment at 11pm. trying very hard to complete my essay.
but i'm too distracted!!!
i've been stuck at the same old part since like. 5pm?
school life is so ZZzzZzZzz.
and the best part is i'm late on the 3rd day of school.
how wonderful!
i should have include the not being late for school thing in my resolution.
and i should not pon school anymore.
shouldn't be like last year.
my absentism is like..
29 days of mc + 7 days of absent w/o reason.
tht make up to a 36days!
how cool right?
i'm as good as not attending school. =/
but i still manage to get my bursary. NOT!!!
DAMN IT!
i receive the letter which says that i'll need to be at CJC for bursary.
and i just realise it today!!
I WAS JUMPING WITH JOY!
because it just means $400 CASH!
AHA!
I WISHED. cause the date indicated is 9th Jan.
so screw it.
guess i just lost my $400. :(

WOWWWW!!
I THINK THIS POST IS LONGER THAN MY ASSIGNMENT.
i so hate A level.
pls let me get over this phase ASAP. :(
assignment. here i come. :(

2010-01-08T01:09:00.006+08:00

had a new hair cut for the new yearrrrrrrrr!!
last year was hectic and stressful.
i hope it will be better this year! (:
anddddd!! did i mention that i'm going to get my braces soon!!
but i got many cavaties! which will cost me a bomb for fillings.
:( i'm gonnna be soooo broke. hafta pay for all the cost by myself.
my mum is too stingyyy!
anyway the main point is....
i fucking need to extract 4 teeth. :(
and i always have this phobia for tooth extraction since i'm 7?
the nurse in my pri sch is so fierce and scary...
like seriously, when she try to shake my teeth out.
my whole head will literally shake with her hands. :(
and now i'm going through this 4 times in a row.
god blesssss!!
i hope i wont end up crying in the clinic when i go there for extraction.

owellssss.. school is starting in 3 days time and it suckssssss..
my book are left there on my messy table for 2 months.
and my whole room went through world war3!!
trust me. i'm totally not exaggerating.

my new year resolution will be.

1. Keep my room clean & tidy!
2. Get straight As for my Alevel. which will be highly impossible.
3. Don't stress myself too much over things.
4. Meet up more often with my besties!
5. Sleep early! *THIS IS VERY IMPT! i look like a panda now.
6. Buy my concealer & contact lens soon. (maybe like tmr?)
7. Make an appointment for my teeth fillings. (oh shit. look like i'm planning a todo list. ._.)
8. Hope that 2010 will ZOOM pass. don't wanna suffer from A's
9. Slim Downnnnn!! :D

ohman.
i think i got so little resolution.
or maybe i always think nyr is too crappy.
not practical at all.
cause after 1 month i will probably forget what i just typed.
i think i need to fulfill my nyr no. 4!
good night everyone.

2009-12-16T02:10:00.001+08:00

sometimes i just wish you knew.
but i know you'll never.
its all so mixed up.
i couldn't even figure out what my aim.
and why is all this happening.
sometimes.....
there are too many sometimes.
times when words are locked and hearts are dead.

2009-12-10T02:23:00.002+08:00

waiting for you call me back in 5mins! :D
which is why i'm here to blog!
bahhhh!!
i think i'm damn sick!!
your voice is like my lullaby!
seriously! i cant go to sleep if i don't hear your voice..
maybe because you make me feel safe and secure. (:
yay!!!
off to talk on phone. :D
bye blogger.

2009-11-24T12:59:00.002+08:00

busy working now! :D
super siannnnzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~
kinda love it at suntec!
cause the chefs always cook for meeeeeee!!
and i think i really can't be bothered to dress up at all.
maybe thats why everybody thinks i look 16-ish.
owell. whatever~
going off for lunch! :D
i'm a piggggg~
i don't stop eating!
hahahahaha!!

2009-11-13T18:44:00.002+08:00

its been so long ever since i've blog!
HAHAHAHA!!
please add me in facebook if you haven't.
i'm more active in fb.
ANYWAYYYYY..
short update about my life..
A's over.
and i'm working now..
MONEY MONEY for my birthday trip!
most likely going to bangkok with Zan! :D
HAPPINESSSSSSS~

AND I SUSPECT THE AUNTIE WORKING IN THE PROVISION SHOP AN LIAN ZANIEL!
hahaha!! okok. maybe not auntie. she is not THAT old.
but still, she is damn sicko lar!
everytime i go down and buy stuff she always ask about him.
and say she wanna go out with us?!?!?!
like WTF? HELLO?!
she thinks that Zaniel is like 26?
and she keep asking me
maybe cause he look older in formal wear.
cannot stand it.
ZANIEL! you are auntie SHA SHOU!
HOHOHOHHOHO~

i'm so bored.. working at central is super boring.

2009-11-08T02:48:00.001+08:00

baby. thank you for being so understanding.
i love you very very much. (:
i think we are really stickynoodles! hahahahaha!!

2009-11-07T17:05:00.003+08:00

they are all bullshit.
yea. fucking annoying.

2009-11-07T11:55:00.002+08:00

HI, MY NEGLECTED SPACE!
i'm a busy busy beeeeeeeee~
maths is in.. 3 days.
and i have a report for PW to rush.
PLUS. getting my iphone in less than 8 hours?
or should i change my mind? blackberry? no?

2009-10-25T23:21:00.007+08:00

JUST CAME BACK FROM WORKKKK..
did i tell you that gobi open another outlet @ suntec.
super drained..
at the end of the day, i always feel like i don't even have the energy to move my finger..
A's proj, A's maths. work. tuition. proj, maths, work, tuition.......
i need a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE ARE SO STUCK UP! __
STUCK UP ASSHOLE.
FUCK OFF...
ARGH.
i will pull through this.
goodbye people.
still have a goddamnn presentation slide to do.
oh fuck! :(

2009-10-04T01:50:00.002+08:00

YAY-NESS FOR MEETING UP SO MANY PEOPLE I MISS IN THE WEEK!
hohoho~~
super happy!!
anyway happy mid autumn people!
i don't usually celebrate it,
but baby got me so many things!
hahaha!
he got me erm.. the piggy shaped mooncake.
candles, sparkles..
and my fav is the handmade lantern!
100% handmade okay!
its filled up with Elmo and Sponge Bob!
hahaha!!
there is one picture with Patrick's bare ass!
super funny!
shall post up the picture some other time.
ANYWAY THANK YOU PEI YING!
hahaha!!
for the belated treat!
i miss the sorbet!

going off to lala-land.
botanic garden or marina barrage tml?

2009-10-02T16:35:00.002+08:00

think she got the eyes that talk!
love her eyes!!
seriously, she makes me feel so comfortable just by looking at how she sing!
but i can't sing along!!
due to the man-ly voice that sound so much like "Ah Du" and Crayon boy
going out soon! tata!!

2009-10-02T15:57:00.002+08:00

Since when do you come around?
And the temperature's changed,
nothing's the same
Left me, in yesterday
You don't see me that way,
touched me that way, no more
When you get so cold,
i'm not sure just how much longer i can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made
And the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes
But there's no one, nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time,
we can rewind

If only you knew, what my heart must do for you.
I'm tryna break through, don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand?
Can we pull through this avalanche?
Can we pull through this avalanche?

We see what's up ahead,
why do we watchin' us fadin'
Trapped in by regret
There's no way out and there's no way in
And it's so cold,
i'm not sure just how much longer i can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no one, nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time,
we can rewind

If only you knew,
what my heart must do for you
I'm tryna break through,
don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand?
Can we pull through this avalanche?
Can we pull through this avalanche?

The bond is breaking,
and it's taking over my spirit,
quickly quickly.
Something's shifted,
have we drifted too far apart now?

If only you knew,
what my heart must do for you
I'm tryna break through,
don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand?
Can we pull through this avalanche?

Can we pull through this avalanche?
Avalanche

2009-09-29T17:05:00.002+08:00

immune system is downnnnn!!
seriously!!
i have been having fever like 3 times in a month.
and now i'm down with sore throat..
can almost predict how i would sound like tml. =//
don't be alarmed if a guy pick up my phone.
cause that's probably me,
with a very bad sore throat..

i need more freedom.

2009-09-28T18:28:00.002+08:00

baby! its our 8 months anniversary..
but sadly..
you are working and i'm sick! :((
but i wanna say..
I LOVE YOUUUUUU!!
sorry that we can only stay at home :(

iloveZ.

2009-09-27T18:10:00.002+08:00

guess i'm going down to mac alone. =/
the best way for me to concentrate on my last paper.

2009-09-24T00:36:00.003+08:00

its funny how you see someone get jealous over.
just because they ain't got it, they'll just start to criticize..
owell owell..
that's women..
but of course not all are like tt.
especially not those that's around me..
more bitching session tml! (:
can't wait!

lalalalalala..
hi and bye. A.hole

2009-09-23T14:44:00.003+08:00

i must be really bored!
hahahaha!!
its so cute how these kids can get so emotional over a marshmallow!
especially at 1:11.. AHAHAHAHA!

2009-09-21T02:10:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!
THERE IS SO MANY PEOPLE THAT I MISS SO SO MUCH!
u know who u are..
besties! i miss you all! <3
especially HACXY! :(
i was looking at those photos and i wish i can crop my face in!
arghhh..
you can stab me a million times for always not showing up.
omg.. so many names that is running through my head.
i think i cant finishing typing in all the name.
i swear after my stupid A level maths i'm going to meet all of you..
ALL YOU YOU!
I SWEAR!

p.s: sorry for delaying our shopping spree, ccsm. thank you for being such a understanding friend. <3

2009-09-18T16:56:00.003+08:00

WAHH LIEWWWW~
was feeling damn sick ytd after my maths paper.
was shivering throughout my paper.
after the paper
rachelle went to my house to study for my account paper.
i got home, taken some panadol and rested for awhile.
in the middle of my sweet dreams,
i woke up feeling very sick in the stomach..
AND*BLARRRRRR*
i vomited panadol and water. ._.
thank god i haven ate my lunch.
if not it will be damn disgusting..

go to the doctor
and he said it was gastric flu.. Zzzzz..
now i have to walk around the house with a bag.
so that i won't puke everywhere.
wasn't feeling too well in the morning so i had skipped my accounts paper 1 today..
which is said to be easier than paper 2.. :(
damn it.
BAHHHH...
shit...
:(
why do i have so many papers to take?!?!?!!?!?!

2009-09-16T15:35:00.006+08:00

i miss my baby boyyyyy~
even though i just saw him like 15 hours ago..
went to his working place to look for him ytd.
its..... kinda ulu?
had a long walk there from CQ..
the place is called UE square ( i think)..
HAHAHAHA!
he look very charming in the office wear! hahaha..
look like abit like best denki sales person! *JUST KIDDING*

anyway i think i will be MIA for quite sometime due to my fucked up exam time table.
speaking of exam..
i totally flunk it..
interpret the questions wrongly..
GG man.
pls pray that i won't be retained.
or if i do...
i think i should just quit school and get married!
HAHAHAHA!!
i think i will be dead before that happens.
my mum will probably kill me before i can hand in my withdrawal form.

LULALA LULALA LULA LULA LEH~
anyway i don't have the time to upload pictures taken on Zan's birdday..
i think i'm not allowed to upload them anyway. =x
okay.. just a short update of my life. (:

my MIA act shall start..

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NOW!

2009-09-13T01:10:00.002+08:00

OMGGG.. I NEED TO STUDY! :(
bahhhhh..
i'm busy entertaining myself with a hilarious blog.
kinda funny when someone gets over-confident..
like seriously..
owell. more studies to go.. :(

2009-09-07T14:27:00.002+08:00

tell me why everything is so screwed.
the thought of quitting school pop out everyday.
i guess the source of all problem is no one but myself.
quit poly to escape from misery.
but when i came to mi, i realise its a lil worse.
its just too much to put into words.
when can i kill that complainy bug in me.
when can i start accepting things i hate.
i just want to rewind the time and live a life of a kid.
carefree and innocent.
and i'm starting to realise that innocent is really a bliss.

2009-09-07T11:41:00.000+08:00

its all screwed up.
too much emotions all bottled up.

2009-08-25T17:48:00.002+08:00

hi, sickening asshole.
stop googling my name and zaniel's.
yes YOU!
the one using starhub connection, vista format and firefox browser.
its the 5th time!
damn sickening.
don't you have better things to do?
and stalker number 2.
stop using your mac book/ iphone/ itouch to track me. because i'm not THAT close to you.
i barely know u. ._.

2009-08-12T19:59:00.001+08:00

when you're feeling down,
the shoulder you need is just not there.

2009-08-12T18:44:00.000+08:00

work is fucked up.
tot its going to be easy to work and study at the same time.
but i'm wrong.
my school work is like shit..
and what makes the whole thing worse is to have a boss that is
NOT understanding AT ALL!
seriously..
i've been under her for like more than a year.
i did not voice out when i know she underpay me.
shall skip the underpaying part, its a long story.
BUT she freaking called me just now at 5pm,
telling me that i'm suppose to work today.

HELLO.
all these years i've been working only on sundays.
out of kindness,
i've told her that i could work on wed & fri for july.
because i know that 2 of my colleague has quit and its hard to get find a full timer.
so i decided to help her out for a month until she found a full timer.
but god knows she put on on all fri in aug. ._.

WTF.
SHE CALLED AND SCREAMED AT ME OKAY.
AS IF IT WAS MY FAULT?
she pushes all the blame to me like how she always do.
blablablablablabla!
she din even check if i'm free and assume i would be!
I WISH I HAVE THE COURAGE TO YELL BACK.
but that courage has never rise for past 1 year. =//
YEA YEA~
loserish me.
HATE IT. =/

2009-08-10T15:02:00.001+08:00

saving up money for our year end trip!
cant wait for it! (:
hopefully my exams wont clash! :(

2009-08-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

OKAYY.. there is 2 customer in the shop,
THEY HAVE BEEN HERE FOR GOD DAMN LONG!!!
now i cant watch my drama.. :(
ARGH! DAMN IT!

2009-08-07T15:48:00.000+08:00

was playing the sound track in my mp3.
i was thinking too much of nonsense.
and its choking me each time i think of it.
its like all of a sudden my face turns hot,
my breathe becomes short
and eyes filled with tears.
tell me its gonna be fine..
could be just a temporary thing.

2009-08-06T19:42:00.001+08:00

Everywhere I Go - Katharine McPhee

2009-07-31T00:51:00.003+08:00

i need to start studying already..
seriously..
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING MAN.
got my result slips back..
was DAMN BAD!
manage to only pass my econs and poa.
got an U for my maths and i'm not surprise.
OMG.
i have not been studying properly since..
April?

i think..
I'M A SLACKER~
hohoho~

side track alil....
baby, thank you so so much for our anni celebration..
for a million times i've wanted a getaway..
and that exactly what i need!
though its only for a day, half a day to be exact..
but it feels....
feels.........................................
IDK..
like all my fear just vanish!
feel much more carefree than before.
HAHAHAHA!!
i know~
okay okay my vocab sucks.
thats why i failed my GP too.
i just wanna thank you for planning up all these for me..
thank god i have you with me!
our love nothing but true.
*point to some acting happy in their materialistic world's couple*
love you very much, kiat kiat. (:

had all emotions getting mixed up..
and i don't even know how to sort them out..

2009-07-21T00:56:00.002+08:00

suddenly got the feel to blog again..
this time round, to my baby.

its going to be our half year soon..
and i'm really glad i have you all these while.
i think you are the only guy that can always give in to me selflessly.
i know my temper is really bad at time (most of the time)
but you never fail to give in to me..
when i'm going into depression mode,
you will pull me out of it..
i know my words hurt you so much,
and so many times.
but yet you choose to forgive me time and time again.
this time round.
i won't *** *** ** (:
wanna know whats star star?
ITS A SECRETTTTT!!
HOOHOHOHOHO..
act secretive. (:

2009-07-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

happy birthday LEEEE pei ying! (:
sleeping soundly beside me huh!
hugging the eeyore i bought..
still say not cute..
ITS AN DONKEY NOT DINO LA!
idiot..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! :D

2009-07-20T13:17:00.000+08:00

LET'S BE CHILDISH FOR ONCEEEE! :D
well. don't really wanna sink into Low Class people's level.
but for this once imma say something..
STFU..
stop whining in your tiny little world.
grow up kid.
its not like people give a damn..
because i believe there are 2X more haters u have than i do..
because the things you do is rotton..
self-centered..
you definitely do not have what it takes to comment on others.
especially ME..
WELLL..
simple as that,
YOU LIVE YOUR WORLD AND I LIVE MINE.
but seems like u are going crossing the line..
there are more nasty things i could say.
but i shall not be as evil as you..
because EVIL PEOPLE like YOU..
GO TO HELL. (:

p.s: have joined twitter about 2 months ago, partly cause of xiaxue's blog. Am figuring out how to play with it.. JOIN ME IN TWITTER!! (:

2009-07-19T15:55:00.000+08:00

anyone have any idea how to change the twitter's background?

2009-07-19T15:12:00.001+08:00

Ride,
when we ride we ride is till the day that we die. (:

2009-07-19T12:53:00.010+08:00

WOOHOOOO!!
i've bought a new camera!!
ermm.. but it isn't that new luh..
bought it like 2 weeks ago!
hahaha!!
some stupid con man tried to con me in sim lim.
its a long story, shall skip that part.
so i ended up with a Pentax camera..
AND WTF IS PENTAX?
this is the pentax i bought.. ._.

well..
i went back to exchange for my loveeely CANON!
ixus 100is!
i bought the gold one.
its gorgeous!
so much better in comparison to PENTAX~

pentax pentax pentax,
sounds like pentagon.. -.-

LALALALALA..
AFTER 1 MILLION YEARS I'VE DECIDED TO POST SOME PICTURES.
MORE PICTORIAL POSTS TO COMEEE!
the following pictures are taken with pentax,
i'm too lazy to upload those in my canon! >.<

*i just realise i dont have any pictures of me, its all zaniel* -.-

the lousy macro function that u have to adj manually.

in my house! i think he look like cai ming you!!

elmooooo~

i'm going off to workkk! =//
love money.
but hate working. =/
BAHHHH!

2009-07-14T21:13:00.002+08:00

BAHHHHHHHHH!! I'VE BEEN EATING ALOT OF PANADOL..
but after a few hours the fever came back..
school just started and i've alr missed the first 2 days or maybe 3..

and thank you baby,
you make me feel alot better! (:
ilu.